influenza

No. Influences.

I was rereading Breaking Dawn because I am jobless so I am bored; I am jobless so I have no money to buy new books; I like to read, and reread for that matter. Don't be surprise, I knew someone who reread Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban 13 freaking times. Me.

I was happy the first time I read Breaking Dawn. Perfect, happy ending. Okay, it is quite nonsense like somehow in this world there's a girl caught up between two magical creature at the same time yada yada yada read it yourself.

I had a Tumblr account. Apparently, at that time, most of the people I followed (crazy and super ignorant as far as I could see) hates Twilight Saga. Of course, they were really proud with Harry Potter and stuff but THEY REALLY HATE Twilight Saga.

This is quite embarrassing but I started to take side ever since. Until I got this one hater and I lost all my self-esteem at that second (please don't judge me, I was really fragile during before exam) and I deleted the account. Once I deleted the account, I felt better towards Twilight Saga - the feeling was neutral.

Until...

I reread Breaking Dawn. I found myself looking after the flaws from the story. I became like,'duhh lame' or 'come on Bella, ugh stupid love story' or 'such thing would never exist'. Yes, I became quite emotional (no, I swear I did not cry). 

Now I realized that those people in Tumblr had affected my feelings toward the story and I am not enjoying it. At last, I take it as a piece of literature that actually might be able to withstand Harry Potter series. Just kidding.

Harry Potter is freaking unbeatable.

I need a new hobby and I found it. I should get a break up now.

True story.

footnote: I am so lame now instead of having Angry Birds on my phone, I have The Sims 3 now and yes, WILL GET ADDICTED.