But I will not relent. I will reach you. Because I am the sea.
I am far from being romantic. Just kidding. I am super romantic. No, joking. Ha ha.
I woke up on Saturday, feverish and sick, and decided that I need an escapism. It was really depressing to live in the Capitol. So I bought the ticket to leave, to escape.
Might as well, since the decision surprises me, I planned to surprise Twelve too.
And so I did.
To be honest, it wasn't well-planned. I got the ticket. Jumped into the train, took my seat and I met a stranger. He came from where I came from too so we did chat for almost three quarter of my journey.
I boarded and Catok and Leman fetched me. Before I left the train, I took a souvenir from the door. The middle toe on my right foot was deeply cut. All I did was laugh - until blood started to spill out from the wound. I panicked. That's what I do when I see blood.
I crashed in at Ili's place. Their beds have the best mattresses in the whole world. Trust me. Except that the weather was scorching hot. I slept to replace the hours I missed the night before because of the huge card I made for Twelve.
Then, I had no idea how to surprise Twelve and that was when An came in. He walked me to Twelve's class and we exchange stories during the walk. We sat near by of the class, hidden enough for Twelve not to see us before time.
When Twelve finished his class, I waited patiently. My body was rigid.
He was frozen for a second when he set his eyes on me. Then, he smiled.
Small joy of success.
Until then.
footnote: The last post was not meant for Twelve and yes, I really have to make this kind of reminder since people often misunderstand my confusion or sadness.
