You got a fast car but is it fast enough so you can fly away?
I think it has probably become a bit of an obsession - to earn money during semester break and spend it to travel on weekends when the semester reopens. This has happened before; after I worked as a part-time cashier in a fast food restaurant and part-time clerk in government office.
Right now, I'm quite broke. Maybe because Mama was at Vietnam for almost a week and I have to manage my brother's finance. Plus, I just got back from a trip. I feel a bit suffocated for this month but it shall pass. I just know. Twelve insisted to lend me some money but I fear if I couldn't pay it back soon. He doesn't mind but I do.
The trip last trip was a great one. I'm still overjoyed - even we've got food poisoning - until today. It wasn't the trip, I think. It was what I see or feel during the trip. I've learned a new dynamic of relationship.
Anyway here's a picture of us:
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| Twelve, Catok & Mekna. |
Well, okay, a picture of them.
I was too pretty to be in the picture *insert annoying sound of laughter* but yes, I was pretty.
We have one thing in common; we share the same duration of relationship. However, we are different in terms of our dynamic of relationship. I think, the strongest factor that affects the difference in our relationship is our position in the family. Twelve and I are both eldest while they are they youngest in family. Soooo...I see things that I don't know how to explain through here without me looking at myself as gooey or cheesy or corny.
What I'm thinking is, it doesn't really matter if you're eldest or youngest; or you live near or far from each other; or you use same phones or different; or you're rich or poor - what matters is the dynamic of the relationship. The way you accept your partner - among other stuffs - is crucially important.
Say I'm gooey posting about this on my blog but when you are in your relationship of six/seven or more years, you'll understand. OR YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND. Get married? I KNOW.
Until then.
